Sunset Posted March 18, 2006 Posted March 18, 2006 I have not been on here for a few months as I got to the stage where I was just mulling over same old same old. The good news I sorted myself out - not instantly, I cried, I cried, I cried then decided I was worth better. I realised that it wasn't him I loved because he treated me with such indifference at times, it was that I was addicted to the attention. So I read a book 'the power of the subconscious mind' joseph murphy and it put into perspective how the negative mulling over and negative feelings were in fact digging myself deeper into the pit. I changed a few things, just sayings to myself, truly believing and now I feel great. I wished myself better and in feeling better did not contact OM as much. That shocked OM and ever sincew he has been wanting me so bad!!!! But I have not seen him for months, have not caved in, have not been tempted and it's been great.
whichwayisup Posted March 18, 2006 Posted March 18, 2006 Congratulations! It's good that you're happy again and living life without that pain and suffering. Stay strong, you've certainly done alot of hard work to make things sane again!
Blind Illusion Posted March 23, 2006 Posted March 23, 2006 Perhaps I should read that book also. Sounds like it was one of those that really had impact.
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