mcpscott Posted March 10, 2006 Posted March 10, 2006 hello , here is my story. i am married and working on a divorce, things have been bad for years. i was scared to move out and leave. then i met someone, someone great. i moved out and crashed at a friends house. then i fell in love with the person i had met, and hard. i started living with her for about 2 months or so. she is great with my daughter. that was a big factor for me , i started i guess taking advantage of my new love, by always going to my soon to be ex and fixing things around the house, i didnt want my daughter to live somewhere with things broken and all. well the i got scared of not seeing my daughter everyday, she is only 2 and a half so lots of new things she is doing. and i moved out of the love of my life's apt and back to my friends. she would always bring up the fact that i hadnt told my soon to be ex about her. my reason for that was i didnt want to laways look at her as the other woman or the woman who i left her for. this i thought may make things more comfortable down the road. she and i were still going out but things were stating to cool off, due to me dragging my feet and not filling. so then just last month (feb.) a co-worker found a online profile of hers and she had been looking, so i of course got all mad , and i really had no right to because i had not made any effort to show her a commitmen. well then last friday we went out for some drinks i should have cut back that night. we left the bar to go eat and we got into a fight. and i left. later that night i tried to call and she would not answer, so i kept calling and calling, then i went to her apt and kept rinning the buzzer over and over again, i did finally manage to get in the building and i kocked on the door many times over , the she called my cell and told me to leave and that it was over i of course got mad and kicked the door leaving a mark on it. so after that i kept tirng to contact her over the next week and even sent her a basket tring to be nice. that did not work. so i kept tring to im her and just manage to push her away even further. so then i wrote a letter and explained that she is the love of my life and i wanted a family and a life with her and told her how wrong i was and am.then that same night for whatever reason i went to her apt. i saw candles in the living room and her standing there in a nice sexy black dress.(i later found out that she wore it to work that day. but anyway i stopped and got out , she saw me and came to the apt door and i asked why she was dressed like that she said"i'm having friends over and that i needed to leave and if i didnt then she would call the cops . i know that i should give her time , but how much , if i wait to long then she will forget about me and move on and i just dont want that. is there anyway i can make this right with her? i have since called a laywer and set the wheeles in motion.and have told my ex about her. i have truely messed up one of the best things that has ever happened to me and i need to get her back. i just want her to know how i feel and that i am truely sorry for everything and i want to work things out
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