a piece of mind Posted March 8, 2006 Posted March 8, 2006 i have been in a relationship for 16 months with a wonderful man. we have had our ups and downs but it was more downs than anything. last night march 7th 2006 we called it off because hes not happy with me. the problem was always me but i have tried extremly hard to make this man happy. nothingh works. im 20 and hes 25. i have two kids by other men and hes the only male figure they have. i just recently got my high school diploma and i just got a minimun wage job. i started at a beauty school but that wasnt paying any of the bills so i quit. he says im not responsible and im not about anything. im very confused on what im supposed to be doing and what he wants. hes a very difficult man but over the past 16 months i have fallen deep in love with him. now i dont know what im feeling. i cant sleep or eat. im angry at one minute then the next im crying. im scared to look him in the face because that will hurt me or at least i think it will. im scared to say anything because it wont help. im scared its over for good. hes so beautiful and so much of a man. i know he speaks to other females in this city, his home town and in other countries. i dont know what to do. now someone new has came into the picture which she was probably here a bit longer than i think but thats not the point. the point is what if he falls for her. what if shes what hes looking for. i know its not the end of the world butu it sure feels like it. i love this man and i dont knwo what to do. can someone please help me before i really fall into deep depression. im begging someone please.help me.
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