Chocolatellama Posted March 5, 2006 Posted March 5, 2006 Well, its almost been 2 months of NC and i'm going up and down.. It's not so much about him anymore, it's more about me! I don't know what the hell is going on. I'm trying so hard to keep myself together. Last night i hooked up with an ex and i feel so weird. I don't know why it happened.. I find myself just craving affection and love from just anyone.. I know that sounds so pathetic, i can't help it.. i'm so used to having someone there for me, someone there to talk to about my problems and now it's just me on my own.Sorry, no one has to reply to this i guess. It's more of a vent thread for me. Though if anyone can relate, it would be nice to hear.
hurtbeyondwords Posted March 5, 2006 Posted March 5, 2006 I know exactly how you are feeling. I was with my ex for 2 yrs. It's very hard to let go of someone that was there everyday of the entire relationship. It's scary being alone. I don't know what to do with myself at times. I feel so lost. I know it will get easier though, it's already started. Keep yourself with friends, that's the best thing you can do at this time. If you ever feel down, talk to someone on LS. This place has been immense help.
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