fallenheart45 Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 Ok...so its been a week and a half of NC. And NO I haven't brokend NC first since DECEMBER OF 2005. And I don't plan on tring to break NC with her. But this morning....somthing about this morning I could not stand any more. I just couldlnt' hold my self back anymore. I HATE MYSPACE. =( The thing is ..I don't have an account there...I found she does and I can look at her profile regardless. So what do I find? You all know how you have your picture up in the upper left corner of the page with a quote by your picture then under that is your age, location, etc... Well her quote was..."When is he going to ask me out, I'm still waiting!!!" LOL! I'm really not upset or hurt too bad. Its just funny, because I know what type of person she is. She needs attention A LOT!!! And The guy she is talking about is on her myspace list as a friend and works with her up in a company up in chicago. #1.) Like I said I'm not too up set about this....It's almost like she wants other people to know what she is doing and thinking for they will think she is cool..."hence" LOOK AT ME!!! SOMEBODY COME TALK TO ME AND GIVE ME LOTS OF ATTENTION! #2.) This dude looks like a joke...a clubing, out of shape, girl gawking, playing joke! IMHO AND #3.) If she hooks up with someone at her work, and it doesn't work out...then she has lots of awkward moments ahead in her path! BUT...all in all, I'm kind of pissed at my self for wanted to check up on her...But I'm doing good at NC! ....yet in a way..it still hurts a little..well, A LOT acutally. But I try to look at the brightside... ~ I'M HUGE(MUSCLES), I'M RIPPED, I'M TAN...I'M 6 FEET! ... lots of compliments from peeps...I guess time will tell well I head to. But I"m still dieing each second inside...sigh....so many emotions, I can't even show emotions no more...I"m just in SHOCK STILL!
CaliGuy Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 ~ I'M HUGE(MUSCLES), I'M RIPPED, I'M TAN...I'M 6 FEET! ... lots of compliments from peeps...I guess time will tell well I head to. If you feel this way and truly believe it, then you can find someone better for you easily. Let her go man. Stop looking at her myspace page (that IS breaking NC in a sense). Until you truly believe in yourself and that you deserve better your self-esteem will suffer. Are you occupying yourself with hobbies, friends, etc? You need to get out and start meeting women. Not necessarily to date but just to be social and start interacting again. Let her go, let her go, let her go.
a4a Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 ~ I'M HUGE(MUSCLES), I'M RIPPED, I'M TAN...I'M 6 FEET! ... QUOTE] GRRRRRRRR...........why yes you are indeedy! :bunny:
Author fallenheart45 Posted March 1, 2006 Author Posted March 1, 2006 Cali, Lots of hobbies...friends are at the top though! I work and go to school and on my leisure time I lift weights like 2-3 hours a day...the week goes fast...yet I still can't stop thinking...NOTHING IS A CURE FOR THAT!
pandnh4 Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 hahahaha, yeah myspace is pure evil... but i'm kind of a hypocrite cause i have an account there... for the first 2 weeks of my breakup i was checking up on my ex and although there wasn't necessarily any one else in particular moving into her life or whatever, it was still driving me nuts just seeing her move along... noticing the changes on her profile, new friends added, wondering who she might be interested in, not seeing any signs of nostalgia from her or lingering attachment to me, etc... that thing was literally just feeding my obsessive thoughts... i really had to promise myself and my father that i wouldn't go there anymore... although i did go on monday, i didn't log in or check up on her but the temptation was really strong... i did see her pic on a friend's list but fortunately it wasn't with some other guy... who knows how much that would've upset me seeing as i got upset when she put that new pic of herself alone a couple of weeks ago... i'm still in the phase of staying in alot... hard to keep my mind busy when i have so little motivation to go out and do things... hang in there man, sounds like you're doing ok...
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