Brittanyjean06 Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 Its been 7 months, i have been on and off here... I meen i kind of know that my pain will be for a while..but It's just so sad.. you know? haven't heared from him in 7 months, new gf...just everything I meen i am better off.. I could do better. But my heart is still stuck on who he used to be, how the relationship used to be Reamber me? yeah first loves, are hard.. and so painful, the pain is so real I reaamber how emotionally devastated i was when this all happend. I feel alot better now...but I still am in the healing process.. could take 2 years, who wants to suffer for two years though?
pandnh4 Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 how old are you and how long did your relationship last? first loves are indeed hard to get over but relationships do get much much better, trust me on that... =)
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted March 1, 2006 Author Posted March 1, 2006 Would have been three years on valentines day... I turn 18 may 12 of this year. Yeah , but I am at weird point in my life. My couzin tells me to believe in the chaos theory. and the dreams have been starting up again.. I just hate this choaked up, burning sensational ****ty empty feeling ..You know? I meen I've gotten all the advice in the book. I barely even mention his name to my friends any more, but I dealing with the pain..just felt like sharing this...I already what to do, just contributing my everlasting pain haha
justhavetoletgo Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 you look like a very beautiful young lady don't worry about it he'll regret it and trust me your only 18 you will find someone better and you deserve it. the dreams are just horrible though i have them too but there is no use worrying about them the more you think about thm the more you have
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted March 1, 2006 Author Posted March 1, 2006 Yes they are horrible, just because they give you this weird eeary feeling. well there are always other people who are worse off. thank you!
meltwithme Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 I reaamber how emotionally devastated i was when this all happend. I feel alot better now... Focus on that(feeling better). Hey I'm still trying to sort everything out too, it's almost strange not thinking about them. I was so used to her being...everything and now that she's nothing it's kinda odd. It's ok to miss em sometimes but your'e gonna have to keep yourself going forward. Keep tellin yourself you will get better, it doesn't matter how long it takes, just that you can and are going to do it.
londonjames1979 Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 Well Brittanyjean06. I was with a girl for 5 years. Going to give her a ring and ask her to marry me till I found out she cheat on me with my best friend. That was last August I kicked her out and she moved away. Pain still lingers once in a while but it goes away very fast. You need to give it time. You turn 18 eh? Well Im going to be 27 in March Just focus on yourself. Im not with anyone right now but just focus on yourself. IF someone comes along great! Im still waiting for that special someone and Im sure a lot of us are too. Trust me it gets better in time. And all of us here seem to be good listeners so we all have our input Take it easy and have fun! Looks like I better take my own advice eh?
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted March 1, 2006 Author Posted March 1, 2006 A relationship now, would honestly make me feel a little bit more empty, im interested in meeting new friends..and improving on things! If i had another relationship now, well that would be way too soon..im such a lost person..and after your first real break up , you feel lost. But im taking everyones word on it, that thigns will get better.. because they alreayd have..just like you said pain still lingers! thanks for the advice, its always easy to give advice..but listening to it and actually doing it, is not as easy as it sounds! a heart break just makes you feel empty, but i will survive!
Delicaterose00 Posted March 1, 2006 Posted March 1, 2006 Brit, my girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have missed you, where have ya been! I have wrote on here a few time, Im still going through pain..10 months now.... I heard a lot of stuff he has been doing for he gf and its been making me really said.. cause he do that kind of stuff for me cause he said it was to much money... or he didnt have it.. whatever.. Well im glad your doing better, I know you still hurt, but your better and thats a good sign. Did you ever read that book i told you about? If not, no biggy, not like you had to get it. Well hang in there girl! I still have not found anyone yet, I cant believe it!! I think its more of, me not wanting who wants me.. lol oh well.. i get to be picky this time. lol write me back girl!
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted March 2, 2006 Author Posted March 2, 2006 Hey sweet heart! i've missed you to, I always cheak my email to see if i have one from you!, felt like you dissappeared. hahaha well of a matter of fact i did buy the book!, Omg it was soooo good, so worth that 20 dollars of mine!..It really helped alot...I think i might read it again!! so your doing good? hey if you don't reamber my new email- its [email protected] later chick!
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