witabix Posted February 27, 2006 Posted February 27, 2006 The words echo around my head..... You just refuse to bend so I keep on bending till I break.... I look at the scars, deep and fresh, disarry, a shambles. The battlefield is strewn with the bodies of your lies I have slain as you sent them at me. I will never fall for that kind of s***, I am too important to me.... I am losing myself, and my life here. You will not take the little I have left of myself. 27 years and four women and I am still standing. Brokenly, but still standing. I cannot fight anymore, I am old and worn, war weary. Tired of the demons of Anger and Insecurity feasting on me. Bleeding from every single bloody pore on my body. I will not let this tear me down again, and again, and again. To the woman eating my life.... go away and leave my heart alone.... just leave me alone...... I need to hide and heal, to hold myself, alone....... SCREAMING AT THE SKY, SCREAMING AT THE SEA, SCEAMING DEMONS COME TO CARRY ME ON ONCE AGAIN............ I am going insane.
TeaCooler Posted February 27, 2006 Posted February 27, 2006 The words echo around my head..... You just refuse to bend so I keep on bending till I break.... I look at the scars, deep and fresh, disarry, a shambles. The battlefield is strewn with the bodies of your lies I have slain as you sent them at me. I will never fall for that kind of s***, I am too important to me.... I am losing myself, and my life here. You will not take the little I have left of myself. 27 years and four women and I am still standing. Brokenly, but still standing. I cannot fight anymore, I am old and worn, war weary. Tired of the demons of Anger and Insecurity feasting on me. Bleeding from every single bloody pore on my body. I will not let this tear me down again, and again, and again. To the woman eating my life.... go away and leave my heart alone.... just leave me alone...... I need to hide and heal, to hold myself, alone....... SCREAMING AT THE SKY, SCREAMING AT THE SEA, SCEAMING DEMONS COME TO CARRY ME ON ONCE AGAIN............ I am going insane. is some of that from nickelback? at least the first part is...listen to some empowering music instead. i am sorry you have a woman eating your life. don't let her.
Author witabix Posted February 27, 2006 Author Posted February 27, 2006 Its over now. Totally calm. Just needed to vent somewhere beforehand. Had to listen to some angsty stuff to get it out, like an emotional emetic, to cleanse me before I did what I had to do. Peace from now on. I am sure of it.
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