Delicaterose00 Posted February 24, 2006 Posted February 24, 2006 Hello. Some of you might remember me, some not. My ex of 2 years cheated on me for a while before I found out in April, we broke up in May. Its been 9 months, almost 10... and I am still having sad moments... upseting thoughts.. he is still with the girl he cheated on me with... I still feel like that was my life and not hers... and I miss his parents so bad, they want to talk to me still after all this time.. guess my ex's mom is missing me pretty bad.... I know this cause my ex is bestfreinds with my cousins husband..... Im just so angry... I want him banished from my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I get so mad to know he is prolly never thinking of me.... and if he does he is prolly talking **** about me.. I dunno... I still think of him everyday... whats wrong with me? He isnt in my mind 24/7 but he is in there.... help me... I should be totally not carring or thin king about him anymore.. what the heck do I do.. Im still hurting!
sick of it Posted February 24, 2006 Posted February 24, 2006 delicate.... i was dumped last may by my ex of 5.5 years. shes still with the guy she left me for. not a day goes by where i think about her, wonder about her. its ok. its ok to miss someone. its ok to be upset thinking about him with her. im in the same boat as you as far as when will it end? what do i have to do? i feel bad for loving so much even this long afterwards. the more you think about his situation, the more it will upset you. think about yourself. ive found this helps. think about how you are the better person and that in time (yes, that godforsaken word) you will be able to think and talk to him or about him without hurting...you were honest, you were loyal...you are the better person!!
Author Delicaterose00 Posted February 24, 2006 Author Posted February 24, 2006 You are right.. I mean if I had to talk to him now.. or see him at my cousins.. I could.. but it would hurt really really bad. I talk and see an ex from highschool that I thought I could never talk or see again.. but then again this recent ex was different.. You by the way.. 5 years.. I am so sorry bout that.. I cant imagine that..... thats a lot of memories! Im just glad Im not the only one out there still thinking about him/her after this long... I got over all my other ex's but I also found someone right after each one.. this is the only one wher I have not found anyone yet......
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