OPTIPESSIMISTIC Posted February 23, 2006 Posted February 23, 2006 So, I just got out of a relationshi* for the final time with Satan. We were one of those couples that kept breaking up; one of those couples I hate! The issue was that everything would be WONDERFUL, then he would get stressed about some life issue (school, job), and break up with me out of the blue. He would never admit that it was related to his stress, but because he got so wrapped up in himself, he wouldnt know what it was. Why I put up with this, I have no idea. I have no idea when I became this person who gets dumped and has her heart ripped out through her a**, and then still wants him back. I think I was blinded by love, in the bad way. I guess I just got caught up in the idea of him and the idea of us as that happy couple-- which we were for 99% of the time, until he got stressed. So yes, for the past 3 years, I have been dumped and dumped and dumped. This last time, I saw him starting to get stressed, and I KNEW it was coming. Sure enough, I got the "we need to talk" call. It was then that I got so mad and told him that he couldn't do this to me anymore and that I was leaving him. Yes, it sucked and yes, I have been a fool. I am glad that I was able to keep my dignity, but like a fool, I still miss him. I know I have to go through that weird phase where I learn to basically live my life all over again, just without him- and I know I can do it. I have also decided that, though immature, he is officially DEAD TO ME! So, I have told all my people that he has come down with the Avian Flu, and will officially die tomorrow. Even as I write about it, it cracks me up. I realize it is sort of harsh, but it gives me some kind of closure. Now if I do see him, which I am sure I will since it is such a small world, I won't be mean to him or ignore him. I have known him too long to do that to him. But, I will be thinking to myself that he has no idea that he is dead, and it will be funny. Just sharing.
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