dprelz Posted February 22, 2006 Posted February 22, 2006 Does anybody still miss their first love, or someone they really cared about, and it's been many months, even years? The pain doesn't stop; in fact, it gets worse because it's been so long that I can't bring it up anymore, to my friends or family. I've even forgotten her smell, smile, etc.. but somehow I still miss her so much. I'm not in any type of contact with her, and I've tried to be independent and find happiness without someone else generating it. It's still so painful and it's been so long. She was one of the few things that made me happy, and therein lies the problem:( And now, I'm even more depressed and unmotivated than before, because the way In which I used to live my life completely failed me. I used to think that when you are kind, nice things happen to you. When you work hard you get rewarded. And now I struggle to believe that.
fooled Posted February 22, 2006 Posted February 22, 2006 It's been years since you've been together? You are clearly clinging on to her. What were the circumstances of your break-up?
Author dprelz Posted February 22, 2006 Author Posted February 22, 2006 No no, its been like 6-7 months, but I still miss her a lot. Even though I've gone the NC route for so long, I have this feeling like I'm always going to miss her. I think the breakup was more about timing and being too young, we both really don't know what we want in life to totally commit to one another. Even though, If I had to chose, I definately would have commited to her!
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