What's wrong with me?!?! BF left e-mail window open on my PC and I read one. I suck!

[Tangerina]

Grrr, why did I just do that, I feel aweful! My BF left his e-mail inbox open on my laptop and I just came on to check my own e-mail and I saw it open and got curious and read one. I mean, I know he has no secrets because I know his password and I see him check his mail in front of me, but I would never go use the password to check his e-mails when he wasn't there! Bus I just saw this one old e-mail from this time when we came to visit me but got the city wrong (I went to visit my parents, for some reason he thought we were meeting at my apartment) and he ended up hanging out with these girls until my room mate came home... I wasn't suspicious because I trust him very much, but I do admit I was a little jealous and so I saw that old e-mail and I read it... and of course it was very innocent, he was asking her for the url of an astrology website they had talked about and he mentions me in there etc... and I just feel like **** for reading it... I swear I am normally not like that! I am actually really really against doing things like that!!! Shame on me! I guess I just posted on here so other people could tell me how horrible that was so I will feel punished..... Grrrrrr.... I feel sucky.....

[johan]

...I guess I just posted on here so other people could tell me how horrible that was so I will feel punished..... Grrrrrr.... I feel sucky.....

 

Bad girl. That was horrible.

 

Hope that helped.

[Tangerina]

HAHA, thanks.... grrr.... I know it isn't a big deal or major breach of trust because he doesn't care if I read his e-mails but I still feel like a real a**h***....

[johan]

I know. It's human nature. Don't be so hard on yourself.

 

I does kind of make you wonder though: what was in the other emails that you DIDN'T read?

 

Not that I'm saying you should go check them out.

 

But still, you can't really help thinking about it, can you. I mean, he could be pulling a little reverse psychology on you by letting you know his password. Like that would be enough to convince you not to look.

 

He's a clever one, when you really think about it. I think it's clear what he's up to. I HATE to see guys treat women like that. It's so transparent.

 

Cheating bastard.

[johan]

Just kidding!

[Tangerina]

Hehe, I know....

 

And you are right that it is human nature....

 

But I am just thinking about the time my mom read my sister's diary because she left it open and I got really mad at my mom...

 

Turns out I have it in me too....