smile Posted February 20, 2006 Posted February 20, 2006 Well friday night I got that kick in the butt msg and I decided to take matters into my own hands. You were right, I was going to apologize. Except that I couldnt find him. Not at work , not at home. So I decided sat morning was the day.I checked my email and there was a msg from him saying he wasnt mad or anything like that. Just didnt have time to answer. He wanted me to know he wasnt mad, and that he appreciated the lemon pies. He then said he would see me sometime soon. Well that made me happy. I went to bed smiling. And thinking ok he is not mad and now I will try my hardest not to freak him out. The general consensus is that he really likes me but is trying to figure out if he wants to be in a relationship with someone who can fly off the handle like I did. Its totally fair. I am trying to be patient and remain hopeful. I mean he wasnt mad so thats a step in the right direction. I just wish I could see him. I miss him. He makes me want to be a better person to feel like I deserve him. He makes me want to stop being irrational and crazy. He calms me down. I like that. I sure hopes this works out. Thank you for listening.. and butt kicking
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