Guest Posted February 20, 2006 Posted February 20, 2006 I cant seem to respond on my walking away from OM thread... Miss Pixie, In response to you asking me if I am walking away b/c he wont divorce his W...not at all. I get so caught up in him when I see him and then he starts talking serious and I start to think about the result of that and it totally just gets me nervous as I dont want to leave my marriage.......yes, I will admit that he is great but then again has faults like everyone else. i dont think the grass is greener by any stretch of the imagination.......I have always needed a lot of attention and a lot of feeling good and I am not naive enough to think that if we left to be together , not only would their be so much to deal with (baggage, kids, etc.) but that he would end up being just a replacement for the model I have at home.... we give each other just what we need from each other without all the noise and such......exactly what an A is about...... I don't know whether he would ever leave his W if it came down to it.........but that really doesnt matter. when I think about the day if it ever came that we got caught.......that is why I need to walk away from this.......he has no guilt whatsoever b/c he takes a lot of risks....... anyway, i closed my e-mail account. I have not spoken to him in 5 days.....and when I think of him, i try to not harp on the feeling good part and think with my heart but think with my head and that is what is getting me through right now.......time heals.........so we shall see.
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