candlesatnight Posted February 19, 2006 Posted February 19, 2006 i have put all of my time, effort and love into a relationship i had to end as it was emtiaonlly draining me. I am so still hurting. i thought if i left maybe he would realize how how much he loved me and needed me. IT dint happen. i am so alone. i miss the love he ONCE gave me.Hasnt for a long time but at least he was near. My jealousy burnt him out he says. BUT things dint add up and so i confronted him. HE Dint ever like it said i dint trust him or his word......well i would if thing would add up. i AM feeling lonely and i am afraid. i am raising my son on my own and i miss the thought of being with SOMEone as i was him. He supplied my needs of gratification......but that was about IT. it was the best thing we had going for us. we have been broke up 6 months and about once a week he still stops in for a few minutes of relief which leaves me feeling used. I want to do better, i want to love myself i want to be self sufficent....but putting one foor in front of the other just isnt getting me anywhere. any help for me>?
Tony T Posted February 19, 2006 Posted February 19, 2006 You broke up with this guy because you didn't feel good about the relationship and now you still let him come by and use you once a week. Get some guts and tell him to just stay away for GOOD! There is simply no way somebody right for you is going to come into your life if he is still around in any form. Start feeling good about yourself and who you are. Start feeling comfortable WITH yourself, when you are alone. It is then that someone will come into your life and give you the companionship you deserve. But always, before that happens, you have to complete yourself and love yourself. If you let some jerk use you...somebody you don't even like...that's a sign you're not loving yourself like you should.
Author candlesatnight Posted February 19, 2006 Author Posted February 19, 2006 i just hate the way he treats me!
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