Guest Posted February 18, 2006 Posted February 18, 2006 I havent had contact for 49 days now and it isnt getting any easier in fact its getting harder My ex and i have a very complicated background so ill just give you it briefly we have been friends for seven years three yrs ago we began an affair wrong yes i know but there were issues in my marraige that i wont bore you with a yr into the affair i became pregnant this totally freaked my ex out and a few months in to the pregnancy he got with someone else by this point id left my husband i had our baby and he had moved in with the girl that hed left me for he started seeing our daughter but nothing happened between us until she was 7 months old he then said hed never got over me and yet again we started an affair this time behind his girlfriends back this is screwed up iknow our whole realationship has been based on an affair one way or the other we stopped it again on a couple of of occasions but we always end up back 2getha the longest nc in 3 yrs has been 5 wks so xmas comes aong and he tells me hes finally made a decision he want us to be a family hes going to leave his girlfriend and we go to look for a house we were due to move in 4 jan on new yrs eve he ring me to say he cant wait its the last yr well spend apart etc etc this call was at 11.48 later that nite i recieve a text that i missed sent at 11.40 saying hes sorry have a nice life basically by this time my heads messed up i sent him atext the next day and the day after that asking why and get no reply i really should have rang but was to upset at the time there was also no mention of our daughter in the text he has never been that close to her they dont seem to have bonded he always made his visits more about me which i felt was really wrong but even though shes still his 15month old daughter and thats it that was 49 days ago my heads still messed up my hearts still battered and my daughter looks so much like daddy it hurts every day and im so sad for her do you think ill ever hear from him again sorry this is so rambeled hope you all get the idea.
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