Confused5433 Posted February 12, 2006 Posted February 12, 2006 OK, so my ex broke up with me...and he supposedly has a girlfriend and is sleeping with her. She is not really a girlfriend, but a f*** buddy, probably he meet her at a club and they've been hanging out. Well, It has been a week since our break up and he meet this girl like 5 days ago. The only way we communicate is through Txt messages, and once through IM, where we kind off had our closure. But he was still being a Jerk with me...I had to soften him up, so his sweet side would come out again. I know he is hurt because I sent him home the last night we saw each other, and that caused him to break up with me since we were both feed up with so many problems. I have been really good at not taking the first initiative to reach out to him, but he has been the one sending the txt and IM. We haven't spoken on the phone, or seen each other since the break up. Anyhow, now I'm desperate....I know that if he is sleeping around, is because of spite, and ofcourse he wants to put me behind, but he even told me two days ago that he still loves me. He will be leaving in about a week and a half to go another state for good, and I may never see him again. He insisted to meet like three times during our IM and txt conversation, but I was too mad then to accept, so I decided to settle our differences through txt message or IM. But now, I can't control myself....I'm going crazy, I want to see him so bad for one last time. This is it...he will be gone and I will be left here just wishing I could have kissed him one last time. It's kind of humiliating to do such a thing, specially if he just started to date this girl, which will end in a week anyways since he is moving. But I don't care, I love him damm it, we spend months together, had a real relationship...this girl means nothing, and I miss him terribly. I know he feels the same way, but he is too spiteful and prideful to show it. I sent him a txt message today for the first time ....just asking him when he was leaving the state and just wanting to know if he was doing ok. He answered "Of course I'm fine" and told me he had get back to work, I told him Good for you, and take care. What to do...Valentines is coming up, and I want to spend it with him so badly...but I don't want to humiliate myself if he has already decided to forget me and spend it with this girl. PLEASE HELP....I can't take it anymore, I want to call him so badly, but I don't want to make a mistake and feel worse. WHAT SHOULD I DO???
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