Tangerina Posted February 8, 2006 Posted February 8, 2006 Grrrrrrrrrrrr.... I feel like such a dork that these last few weeks I am constantly questioning my relationship.... And nothing is even wrong except that it has been 7 months and it has finally reaching the point where infatuation wears off and you realize that things might not be rosy Holywood perfect. So what? I knew this would happen at some point, because that is just how it is.... but overall things are great, just less infatuation... wait, I think part of the problem is less infatuation on his side... because I have been known to keep the excitement on my side for 3 years... and I am doing that in this case too but he isn't trying as hard when we aren't together... when we are together everything is super wonderful and we talk late into the night and are super attracted to each other but during the week while we are apart, we are just both so stressed and busy with school that we never really connect... I try to do at least a little something every day, but depending on how stressed he is sometimes he just isn't very responsive... then again I do get the occasional phone message to tell me he loves me, or I call him and we end up having a great talk.... I think I just need to let him know that I need him to show more affection when we are not together.... grrr.... I think overall I am just getting frustrated because I miss him all of the time so I start to doubt every thing....
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