havetheblues Posted February 7, 2006 Posted February 7, 2006 I was in the most encredible of relationships for 3.5 years, when she walked out of my life. A high school relationship blossomed into truelove and I honestly thought I would marry her. We were each other's first everything, including first breakup. It was very much a suprise to me , considering the previous weekend I enjoyed the company of most her family at a family reunion as well as herself, and everything seemed wonderful as usual. She threw me this curveball 7 months ago, right before her birthday, telling me we had communication problems and that I hadn't visited her new apartment yet, so we need to break up. In the calls from me to follow, I find that we are not compatible from her point of view and that we are becoming different people. I've been depressed and resentful for some time now while maintaining minimal contact with her until recently, we haven't spoken for over a month. I'm better than I was, but still desire her immensly, and think of her often.I'm just wondering if someone's first love can eventually lead to a second chance down the road. I am letting her make that decision by not contacting her. Am I in the wrong to continue to want something I can't have? Do first love's ever reunite? Singing the blues, havetheblues
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