RedRose73 Posted February 13, 2006 Posted February 13, 2006 Hello Its me. I know exactly how u feel i am going threw the same exact pain.Seems like we have a similar situation except that my MM never left once, not once. The pain in my heart is unbearable. I felt like puking all day long. I have a migraine headache & all i want to do is sleep so i don't think about it. It has only been 2 weeks with NC i do hope it gets better. I can't believe the men that say they love us would put us through all of this agony! Yeah they loved us, yeah right. Ok going to cry some more!
Author Allegrokw Posted February 14, 2006 Author Posted February 14, 2006 Not to shabby - except he is giving me too much attention which I don't need right now. Still need space and time, and he is WAY TOO interested after a 1 hour cup of coffee. He is handsome, intelligent, single... and moving out of my town in 2 weeks. Can you believe it??? Also, MM left a beautiful little bear with a heart on it and a balloon saying I love you in my car this morning. Can you f**king believe it. They are such manipulators. Don't know where to go from here, but I did make a 2nd date. For Valentines day. Hope that the single guy doesnb't come on too stroong, I know me, I will push him away. Sick, Huh?
newbby Posted February 14, 2006 Posted February 14, 2006 no, not sick at all. i know how you feel. well, since he is moving out of town anyway, you may aswell, get your ego boosted, my girl.
Author Allegrokw Posted February 14, 2006 Author Posted February 14, 2006 Thanks newbby - need the boost. feeling so strange about my reaction to single man. guess that i am so f**ked about MM that I don't even know what is right anymore.
newbby Posted February 14, 2006 Posted February 14, 2006 anything now will be a rebound relationship. of course it is unfair to the rebound, but since this rebound is going to be moving anyway... just do what you have to to move on, and dont expect to feel anything for anyone yet. this is not an indication that this is how you feel about all men who are not your mm, so dont compare.
Walking away Posted February 14, 2006 Posted February 14, 2006 Allegro, Sounds like you are doing better. My MM left a message for me that he is sending something really special for me for Valentine's Day.....Today was supposed to be my day off, but I decided it would be best for me to keep busy, so I am going in to work. Why won't they just let us go for God's sake?
newbby Posted February 14, 2006 Posted February 14, 2006 walking away, just think of it as starting again. i bet your mm was determined to get you in the first place, i know mine was. i always wished that i had resisted those efforts, even more than i tried to back then. so think of it has having another chance to do things differently, and this time resist him.
Walking away Posted February 14, 2006 Posted February 14, 2006 Newbby, I know that you have written here thousands of times, but I don't know your story....Please share it.
newbby Posted February 14, 2006 Posted February 14, 2006 (groan) do i have to? it was a typical mm and ow story, blah, blah, blah lies, blah, moved out, blah, moved back, blah, blah, a**hole, blah, the end. you know.
Walking away Posted February 14, 2006 Posted February 14, 2006 LOL. Okay, I get it...Thanks for the lowdown in less than 30 words....First time I have laughed this morning. Thanks for the cheap thrill!
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