jennifer1983 Posted February 3, 2006 Posted February 3, 2006 Last night was horrible...I finally gathered the strength to not answer his call. It was hard but I knew it had to be done. He left a message saying that he just wanted to make sure it was over...ok WTF. I mean how does sitting there and saying I cannot handle something and then him hanging up on me not mean its over. I know that he knows what gets to me. He knows I analyze every detail of our conversations especially when I'm brought down. I spent half the night thinking over and over in my head the words of his message, wrong idea I know. BUT who does that? WHY? After I told him to not call me back, he just has to throw that in I'm sure to make sure the control and power are transferred back to him. So, instead of laying in bed and wallowing I woke up at 430 this morning and went to the gym. Sure I was thinking of him the whole time I was in there especially when I was hitting the punching bag... He had asked me to come down to his house this weekend and be with him and his girls, and they love me. So I know that he will be miserable also when they ask him where I am at. He deserves this though, and will realize what a mistake he has made but he is too proud to say hes sorry or he was wrong and I always let it go. This time I am too far gone for him to come waltzing back in expecting me to grovel at his feet. Anyway, thanks for reading.
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