brooke7777 Posted February 2, 2006 Posted February 2, 2006 I feel like I am totally losing it today. I woke up and was just instantaneously sad and feeling super down. I have had several emotional breakdowns today...good thing I didn't have to go to work today. I can't even explain it...it feels like I am right back at square one. I just still don't understand what went wrong...it just feels like one day everything was great and the next a bomb was dropped. I keep thinking this is all one big bad dream, but deep down, I know that this is life. The pain is so immense today and I just feel like I have no one to turn to. I still live at home with my parents and I know that I looked like a trainwreck today, yet neither of them said more than 3 words to me today. Sometimes I just feel so alone. I wish I had enough money to pick up and move somewhere far away and just start all over. I hate feeling like this. I honestly can't envision my life without him and I don't know if I can make it without him. It's just so hard sometimes. I hate this.
WeaknPowerless Posted February 2, 2006 Posted February 2, 2006 "There is always tomorrow..." This is what I tell myself. Today sucks? Tomorrow could be better. Another bad day? There's still the hope for tomorrow. On the darkest, coldest, bitter day of winter, do you know what that represents? It's the worst that it can be, after that, the days get a bit brighter, it feels a bit warmer, and pretty soon, you're basking in a the rays of summer. Life is all about cycles; ups and downs. If you give yourself tomorrow, you'll be fine, I promise.
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