Lonestar Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 I admit it. I'm completely breaking down today. I'm really not as tough as I sometimes act. Life hurts, I hurt, I'm sick of crying, and I just want to be happy again. Back to our regularly scheduled progamming...
agnf666 Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 I admit it. I'm completely breaking down today. I'm really not as tough as I sometimes act. Life hurts, I hurt, I'm sick of crying, and I just want to be happy again. Back to our regularly scheduled progamming... I'm sorry... I felt like that the other day... Maybe it is something that is going around or something... Wierd...
slubberdegullion Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 {{{{{{{{{{{{BIIIGGG HUGGGGGSSSSSS}}}}}}}}}}}}
Author Lonestar Posted January 29, 2006 Author Posted January 29, 2006 I'm sorry... I felt like that the other day... Maybe it is something that is going around or something... Wierd... Thanks agnf666, I've had some f*cked up things happen over the past couple days that have aggravated my PTSD, not to mention re-breaking my heart. So, I think I will sit here and get drunk tonight, maybe play my guitar and sing and cry and the same time. That's always fun.
agnf666 Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 As soon as I get home I think I'm going to end my week with some chinese food, and some liquor and some LS!!!! Sounds like fun...
Lishy Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 Lonestar!!!!!!!!! Baby what has happened? Oh man I hate having a bad day! Try not to drink hon it makes it worse! No answers at the bottom of a bottle sweetie! Damn these ex's Lone - He does not deserve you!!!!!!!!!!!!! Did you have any luck with a fk bud? I hope not lol then you really will crack up trust me
Author Lonestar Posted January 29, 2006 Author Posted January 29, 2006 {{{{{{{{{{{{BIIIGGG HUGGGGGSSSSSS}}}}}}}}}}}} Thanks, friend.
Author Lonestar Posted January 29, 2006 Author Posted January 29, 2006 As soon as I get home I think I'm going to end my week with some chinese food, and some liquor and some LS!!!! Sounds like fun... Well, I'll probably be around drunk, so feel free to stop by....
agnf666 Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 Oh I will... I haven't seen my bf in a good week... last time I seen him he was all drunk.. So, I'm upset about that... So, I will be drunk as a skunk tonight...
Author Lonestar Posted January 29, 2006 Author Posted January 29, 2006 Lonestar!!!!!!!!! Baby what has happened? Oh man I hate having a bad day! Try not to drink hon it makes it worse! No answers at the bottom of a bottle sweetie! Damn these ex's Lone - He does not deserve you!!!!!!!!!!!!! Did you have any luck with a fk bud? I hope not lol then you really will crack up trust me It's a long story. Drinking will help tonight, trust me.
cal gal Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 I am sorry Lonestar, The drinking does make things worse, but I don't blame you for wanting to go there, just try to be strong. I have to go for an outing for a while - but will check back in later to see how you are doing... IF anyone should be feeling bad it would be me, just trying not to think about how good my life USED to be! Trying to think about today and how to be happy in the moment! Think about something positive - or put on some happy music, or read a great book!!!!! CG
Lishy Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 Getting drunk to feel better is like cutting off your foot to stop your toe from hurting! The next day you feel like crap and nothing has changed! C'mon Lone you are more sensible than this baby!
Author Lonestar Posted January 29, 2006 Author Posted January 29, 2006 Thanks cal gal and Lishy. Seriously, I'll be fine. I feel a little better already, thanks to the first drink. It's not often I get like this. I usually ignore how I feel, but tonight is an exception.
fooled Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 Lonestar, I have also been a wreck the past few days. I stopped drinking when I broke up with her, however, because I'm an emotional drunk. When we were together and I was drunk, I would call her or go over to her place. I can't do that now. God I miss that. A buddy of mine is coming over for dinner tonight and a Gilmore Girls DVD marathon. He'll have wine, I'll drink pomegranate juice. And I'll check back here later for the party.
kitten chick Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 Sorry you're feeling down Lonestar. Take tonight off and chill if you need to. (((hugs)))
Author Lonestar Posted January 29, 2006 Author Posted January 29, 2006 A buddy of mine is coming over for dinner tonight and a Gilmore Girls DVD marathon. He'll have wine, I'll drink pomegranate juice. And I'll check back here later for the party. Maybe I should start a Saturday night drunk people thread
Author Lonestar Posted January 29, 2006 Author Posted January 29, 2006 Sorry you're feeling down Lonestar. Take tonight off and chill if you need to. (((hugs))) Thanks hon. My self pity pary will be over by tomorrow. Only so long one can let themselves get down. I actually feel bettter having posted this. It's hard for me to admit when things hurt, so it's a step foward for all the steps back I take sometimes.
jen_jen_heartbroken Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 Sending big hugs and a virtual jello shot to Lonestar!
tinktronik Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 Maybe I should start a Saturday night drunk people thread already there with you lonestar , but hey you've got 2 green dots, thats something to be happy about.Im going to drink from lack of green dots. 4
Author Lonestar Posted January 29, 2006 Author Posted January 29, 2006 already there with you lonestar , but hey you've got 2 green dots, thats something to be happy about.Im going to drink from lack of green dots. Yeah, if I didn't have two green squares right now, I think i'd strap explosives to my chest and hit the red button. Let me see if I can rep you again. I've a feeling I still need to spread the love.
jen_jen_heartbroken Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 Yeah, if I didn't have two green squares right now, I think i'd strap explosives to my chest and hit the red button. Let me see if I can rep you again. I've a feeling I still need to spread the love. That's okay. I got you covered. Just sent her your proxy rep vote.
tinktronik Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 That's okay. I got you covered. Just sent her your proxy rep vote. ohhh, now im drinkin and whorin for points. 1
Lishy Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 It must be good to be in the 2 dots club!!!!!! I think I will hit the Vodka now hahahhaha It 1.30am and I am bored ****less!!!!
jen_jen_heartbroken Posted January 29, 2006 Posted January 29, 2006 ohhh, now im drinkin and whorin for points. That's like the newest slang term on LS... rep whore/rep whoring
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