justNEWhere Posted January 26, 2006 Posted January 26, 2006 hi i am new here, and i would like to ask you guys,.. abt what i have been thinking. here it goes,... i had a gf last time, and our relationship was very intense and we nearly got married. Until one day i hurt her so badly and i cheat on her. but she forgive me and gave me a second chance. Since that time, she hardly looked happy and became so quite.Until one day she told me that she was not happy. I knew everything was not the same anymore and i was so hopeless and not sure to be with her. I felt bad and i thought of leaving her before she dumped me first. I know it sounds really bad. This gal trully a nice girl but the thing is we have a very different conviction. she is very religious which is i am not. on the other hand i dont like to go to church.. i am not comfortable. She asked me to join him, but i didnt want to.until one day i blew up and brought this topic.I really loved her and she is a great girl. she had always been true to me and very attentive to me.She is not bithcy at all although she is so good looking and smart. I could feel she is sincere person. but i was so foolish and dumped her because i wanted freedom that i thaught i would get if i left her and be with other girl. I had a bad exp with my past marriage. so i told her that i didnt want her, and i didnt want to see her anymore. she was very sad and just said sorry if she had done wrong . She just wished me a gd life and asked me to take care of my self. even after that i responed her with very cold words. i said that i didnt care , whatever. after i broke up with her, i dated other girls and got to know few gals. But they screwed up. in the beginning i thought i would be happier with other gals. and now i realize i really had been wasting a treasure. Someone who is so sincere and faithful to me. I never contacted her for about a year. I want to get her back but i am not sure will she give me another chance... how to win her back? i really regret dumped someone like her.. how i wish i could turn the time back..
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