Delicaterose00 Posted January 24, 2006 Posted January 24, 2006 Very true... you look back and think... I thought that was love??? lol.. it was puppy love.. hahaha, and no, I dont think men are dogs... but a lot are. lmao... I think each time you think you fall in love again, you love more and more... each boyfreind I can say, I loved that one more than that one, and that one more than that one. Right now, I have to say, this last relationship was the hardest out of 3!! If this happens to me again, I will be ok, because thats what I learned from this and I learned what not to do when this happens.. like.. no contact, no talking, to seeing other.... lmao... I feel prepared... and I feel that I will love someone more one day but of course its hard to think that right now when you still love someone else.... No matter how horrible someone treated you, or how horrible their action was on breaking up with you.. like cheating in my situation... you just cant hate that person... Love is powerful.... but you can do this... We all think on here, that the person we loved was it, the one... but we alll tell each other... there is someone else out there.. now if "we" could only beleive that as strongly, we'd feel better, but... time heals all wounds... and its true.. and I know your sick of hearing it,, but its true... We live once, maybe more... but in this life... live it as good as you can.. thats what Im trying to do now, I want so much and to do so much now that I dont have a boyfreind I need like 3 jobs.. lmao... but who kows when youll be single again.. so live it up people.. live it up.
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 24, 2006 Author Posted January 24, 2006 I want to think like that, and i really try to ...but there is no escaping pain, and anger you know??? but I can't wait to look back on it...i have been doing alot better actually--but it still gets to me...especially now that their back---and i will possilby run in to them..one day
guesttttt Posted January 24, 2006 Posted January 24, 2006 wow freakazoid i feel the same exAct way as you do. its been almost 5 years now since me and my first love went our seperate ways. he went to the prom with me and ovralll it was the best and most joyful relationship i was ever in. then i had to move out of state so we were forced to break up. he came and saw me and after a year, we moved back to the same county as before. i hoped we couldve picked things up were we left them but he was with someone new and i guess he loved her. we hung out once and he just stared at me with a lost look in his eyes- like he still loved me but couoldnt do anything b/c he had a new g/f. well - i eventually met someone new and ive been with him for a year now. im so happy with him but i still have strong feelings for that one guy. i broke down n cried the other day b/c i wish we were still together. i realloy love my b/f now and he treats me better, but, i was in love with this other guy... and since i had to move away, my heart shattered... he's been with the same girl for 4 years n now they are getting engaged soon and it hurts me.. i have no choice but to move on and forget about it b/c i know it'll never be. he was on myspace and he accepted me as a friend but wen i left him a comment, i got nothing in return so i guess he just wants to leave things in the past where i'll leave it.. but it hurts when i see him
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 25, 2006 Author Posted January 25, 2006 4 years, and you still love him???... god am i going to ace over mine for four years, man so many fears-
fallenheart45 Posted January 25, 2006 Posted January 25, 2006 OMG! Brit, I WANT TO SEE YOUR EX BOY TOY! ASAP! I want to see what this stooge looks like, and why in heavens sake you want this dude so much! SHOW ME!
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 25, 2006 Author Posted January 25, 2006 Ill try to fidn a pic of him holdup, its not really his lookes its that damn attacthment i got for him lol holdup
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 25, 2006 Author Posted January 25, 2006 lol everything got deleted, and all the other pictures that i could scan, are ripped but maybe i can go to her myspace one day, and see if she puts any pics of him...lol witch i hope hope i never find...hahaa
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