0987654321asdfghj Posted January 22, 2006 Posted January 22, 2006 The Story.. We're both in highschool and have been dating two years. His family is into travelling and he has to go on a lot of trips for sports and other things with his family. He was gone a lot and last August I turned to his best friend to comfort me when my boyfriend couldn't. Now, I NEVER cheated on him, but his friend and I got a little flirty and he really made me feel a lot better about the situation with my boyfriend. A week into this, we both decided that we shouldn't talk anymore because it wasn't fair to my boyfriend and I was still crazy in love with him and I could never hurt him. I never told him but I felt guilty. This past December, I found out that he was writing e-mails to another girl. I confronted him and he said that they didn't mean anything and they were just a joke. He was calling her sexy and babe and signed xoxo when he had finished the emails. I only ever found one email. After this, a friend of mine made me feel a lot better about it, and I thought i liked him, but really I was just afraid to break up with my boyfriend and be alone. It continued to bother me through January and I had a hard time being with him and I was being a huge hypocrite. He broke up with me saying that we needed a break.. 2 or 3 weeks at the most. Just to hang out with our friends because we were always together. That's when I chose to tell him about the two other guys. He said that our break would have to be longer.. he was heartbroken for awhile.. called me a hypocrite and I knew I deserved it. I told him that I would gain his trust back no matter what. We're going to be back together again someday.. but it's so hard to be without him knowing that I would never hurt him again. I need him back. I went to his house the day after we broke up and he kissed me a few times. He said it was so hard not to because he still loves me, but he knows we need this break, and I agree, but how can I speed up the process?
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