I broke our rules but can we get through it?

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I messed up. Bad. Real bad. I have no excuses. I did it. I was wrong. All I want to know is can I save my relationship. Any advice appreciated.

My bf of 4 yrs has wanted to have a 3sum with another man for 3 years and after years of talking and making rules we did it a month ago and then again last week. The first time went great but I messed up the second time. I ignored the rules and he’s so angry.

We had a rule that no cum on face and that was respected by the guy but in the moment I just didn’t think and kept scooping it up from my belly and tasting it. I have no excuse. I knew the rule. I was just so horny and wanted to taste it. I totally disrespected my bf.

He won’t touch me. He won’t kiss me. The only words he will say to me any time I try to talk is you swallowed his cum. He’s sleeping on the couch. But he’s still here so maybe that’s a good sign.

All I want to know is there any chance coming back from this and if there is what advice to get there.