whathappenstomenow Posted December 21, 2025 Posted December 21, 2025 I had some stupid hope that last night I'd get a text from her. When we were still together I knew of a Christmas party she was going to last night, scheduled for the last month. She likes to drink when she goes out. It's been about 2 weeks since she left . Stupidly in my mind I thought if she went out drinking she'd let her real feelings out and call me telling me she was sorry and she made a mistake , maybe being too afraid to do so sober No call, no text I think one of the hardest aspects of watching the death of a relationship and the connection and bond you had with someone is how you see and feel the slow death of hope inside you dying as well. Every time you get a text and it's not them, every time you wake up in the morning and for a brief second you reach for your phone anticipating a message . Every day that goes by a little more hope bleeds out of your body. She's gone and she's not coming back 1
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