Princess_Ayana Posted January 13, 2006 Posted January 13, 2006 You never know what u've got till it's gone. My boyfriend of 6 months just broke up with me and I feel so ****ty. It was all my fault because I cheated on him and never took him seriously. My ex-BF was always in the background, and while I did care about my BF a lot I was being very superficial. My exBF was rich, handsome, successful and basically gave me everything I wanted BUT he was a stuck up, self centered a**h***. I met my BF thru a mutual friend and we hit it off as friends and eventually began dating. He didnt have a lot of money--basically lived paycheck to paycheck--but I can honestly say now that no one has ever treated me the way he's treated me and all I could think about was he didnt have as much money nor did he look as good as my Ex-BF. So when I went on Winter break from college and went back to my hometown, I cheated on him and when I came back my BF just new...I dont know but he just knew something was up so I just came clean. That was last week and today he finally told me he doesnt think I feel anything for him and that I'm just with him because I have nothing better to do and I dont want to hurt his feelings. So he broke up with me and now I just feel awful. I felt I deserved it tho becuz I took his love and everything he did for me for granted and now I feel terrible. He did mention that if I could PROVE to him that I really cared about him as much as I do he'd give me a second chance, but i'm not very good at showing my emotions and how I feel. Hopefully everything will work out. Just wanted to vent...
Art_Critic Posted January 13, 2006 Posted January 13, 2006 The saying is right on the money.. I've been in the position before after she was gone I figured out what I had.. But since you cheated on him the other saying that hits the button is " you reap what you sow " Sorry you are sad ... learn from this and say away from the exex
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