Brittanyjean06 Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 Im just venting here i have not spoke to my ex in 5 months- almost 6 his screen name pops up saying hey britney i got your letters and everything--- i sign off line- all shaky and histerical- i call my friend only to freaking realize it was her i just started crying you have no idea how that made me feel i actually thought he talked to me my god that felt like pure crap
chocolate_boy Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 I'm confused hun, did you confuse your friend for him? Or was she using his sign-in? Did she do that on purpose?
brooke7777 Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 I saw your post and my heart skipped a beat. I know that feeling quite well. I've happened to see my ex online and then an instant message pops up and I secretly hope that it is him and then I feel dissapointed when it's not. IT sucks. As for your friend doing that...that's crazy and definitely was not fair to you. Don't let this set you back...well maybe it can set you back for today, that's excusable, but tomorrow is a new day. You're gonna be just fine!
chocolate_boy Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 Brooke/Brit Just do what I did, delete your ex from MSN and block them too. Never have to worry about seeing them pop-up then! Please do it, it's a big step.
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 9, 2006 Author Posted January 9, 2006 well my ex NEVER gets online- he disapears- she was joking- when i called her i was like omg he talked to me- she was nooooo it was me and i just balled out im fine now im calmed down she feels soooooo bad she didnt think i would take it like that but i meen come on i haven't talked to him in 5 months- she mayed up a sn that looked exactly like his--- man the way i felt when he imed me ha oh well
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 9, 2006 Author Posted January 9, 2006 thanks!- it did set me back it brought back alot of old feelings- how i always waited for him to talk to me when we fought- but what can i expect - my emotions will be like this it just made me realize dang i AM NOT CLOSE to over him wow now it feels like the first day again- ahhhh so much mixed feelings- i really am indenial gosh lol thanks though
Art_Critic Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 You need to get a new friend.. that was way low and I would NEVER speak to her again.
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 9, 2006 Author Posted January 9, 2006 yeah i defiently had a long talk with her! that really set me back......dang can you imagine what i felt like lol
Art_Critic Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 To me that was one of the cruelest things I have ever heard a friend doing to another friend..
fallenheart45 Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 yeah brit...that was crazy.....just relax and breath. Some people just amaze me on their actions...
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 9, 2006 Author Posted January 9, 2006 thanks so much! it wasn't like she was joking around she actually was like" hey brittany, i got your letters" man OKay i thought i felt like the first day again BUT nowwwwwwww i defiently feel it all over again- yeah im taking a breather now, its been like 2 hours but all the emotions came back- and i am again drained of energy lol thanks though
JS17 Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 That was so cruel. I'm the master at coming up with excuses for other's bad behavior but I just can't come up with anything for this one. Sorry Brittany.
fallenheart45 Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 hay brit! is that a tatoo of your name on yourself?
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 9, 2006 Author Posted January 9, 2006 Nope! just got bored in class one day- with my ink pen than took a picture of it with my camera phone because i thought it looked good! lol its okay- things happen for a reason right!
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 9, 2006 Author Posted January 9, 2006 true that........ message too short- gotta fill it in
CaliGuy Posted January 9, 2006 Posted January 9, 2006 You need to get a new friend.. that was way low and I would NEVER speak to her again. I agree 100%. What an utterly mean and hurtful thing to do to someone you think is your friend! With friends like that who needs enemies???
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 10, 2006 Author Posted January 10, 2006 she said she thought i would have thought it was her....but ummmm how the heck was i to know the first thing i did was go in shock really was cruel gr
CaliGuy Posted January 10, 2006 Posted January 10, 2006 she said she thought i would have thought it was her....but ummmm how the heck was i to know the first thing i did was go in shock really was cruel gr If she was really a good friend she would have never been so cruel. Find better friends, Brittany.
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 10, 2006 Author Posted January 10, 2006 I know , my mom said the same thing
CaliGuy Posted January 10, 2006 Posted January 10, 2006 I know , my mom said the same thing Ok so now how are you going to handle this? Remember that it's not people that take power from you in your life, it's you (us/we) that give it to them. Nobody can hurt you in this world if you don't let it bother you. That's why letting go is such an important thing to do in your life.
crazy_grl Posted January 10, 2006 Posted January 10, 2006 How cruel. I'm also trying to think of a good excuse for why someone would do that and I'm coming up empty. Hope you start feeling better soon, Brittany.
Author Brittanyjean06 Posted January 10, 2006 Author Posted January 10, 2006 I know, this just isn't my year- it will get better of course- but i just reamber everything went wrong in 6th grade and 7th grade- and it took all that for 8th grade to be great again- Its just some days everything can smack you all at once- and everyone ticks you off! you know?
CaliGuy Posted January 10, 2006 Posted January 10, 2006 I know, this just isn't my year- it will get better of course- but i just reamber everything went wrong in 6th grade and 7th grade- and it took all that for 8th grade to be great again- Its just some days everything can smack you all at once- and everyone ticks you off! you know? What helps keep me chipper is that even though I've lost my mom and my S/O in the past few months is I know there are people out there that have it worse than I do. I mean, people who are dying of cancer, have lost a limb or their wife or husband to a car accident or something to that effect. What about kids with various diseases? I mean, as bad as we think we've got it, there's always someone else who wishes they had it as good as we do. Keep that in mind and you'll soon realize life isn't that bad. It's just a matter of perspective. 1
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