Sicarii Posted January 2, 2006 Posted January 2, 2006 Wow, here goes first post... I've searched everything I can find about why "she says she loves me, but she remains with her boyfriend" subjects. I've got my experience and like everyone else, I feel my situation is different, in other words I'm hopeless in a sense. I'm trying to be strong for me and I do feel that I may be progressing, however, my love is still getting in the way with logic. Shouldn't it though? I'm not a Vulcan!!! Anywayz, I wrote down something trying to talk about my feelings tonight/this morning and I was wondering what people thought about it. Trust me, I'm no poet, I'm not good with words. It's filled with personal connotations for the intended viewer, but maybe some will recognize a correlation: -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- I remember the last time I wrote a poem about us; It was used in bad ways… it was used against me. Was the thought of ‘dawn’ so preposterous? Did I promise something I couldn’t guarantee? I wanted a fresh start with someone that understood. Didn’t you see your angel falling? Now I feel I’m wearing a hood; I have feelings that I am just forestalling. I pictured things to be different with the one I loved. It’s not that I want things to be my way, But I didn’t anticipate just being shoved Out of the picture every other day. I wait and I wait and I wait And hold on to a hope that someday We could be something great. This imagination is becoming gray. You say that you love me, But the things you do say otherwise. Does our vision of love share the same degree? Or are you just under a guise? You say you consider me your boyfriend… What is your definition?!? How will we truly begin to ascend When I’m just your pleasant addition? You really make me think and begin to question Everything about me and my life. Did I practice enough discretion In putting my heart under the knife? You have changed my stars; Everything happens for a reason. Will you ever see through my scars? Or will it forever be my act of treason? You, I, us; two become one.
Blackard Posted January 2, 2006 Posted January 2, 2006 I'm trying to be strong for me and I do feel that I may be progressing, however, my love is still getting in the way with logic. Shouldn't it though? I'm not a Vulcan!!! Don't have to be a Vulcan, but dude, wake up. This is not a question of will she ever leave him, its a question about whether you will every smarten up. Wake up. You are pining away and writing poetry about, basically, a scumbag who is cheating on her boyfriend and using you to do it. Think about it for a second. This is the type of female that you scrape off the bottom of your shoe. Use once and throw away, not the type you fall madly in love with.
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