breaking up..

[itsover]

I hate how breaking up is the easy part..it's the moving on that makes it so difficult. If I didn't have to get over it, I would be fine; for a while anyways.

I have been with the same guy on and off for two years. Within the past few months we got very one-on-one and we were "officially going out".

We broke up about a week ago because of a fight we got in about strippers and how I was always trying to control him. We didn't talk for like a week after that because I didn't want to and he didn't return any of my calls when I called to get my stuff back from him (he was so mean to me when we fought).

A bunch of my friends and I went to a social on boxing day and the ex came with us but b/c we were in my car I told him that he better not piss me off or he would be walking home from the social. Well, he definately didn't piss me off because he came back to my house and we ended up hooking up. I don't want to think the only reason it happened was because we were both hammered, but I think that was it. Mommy was not happy in the morning to see him there and he left. We haven't talked about it again yet because we haven't had the chance but we plan to.

What makes it so hard about moving on now is everywhere I am..he's likely to be because we hang out with the same crowd of people (small town bullsh*t). It's like it's always in my face if he's hooking up with another girl, or even just flirting with one. I don't want to imagine him with any other girl but me. I'm scared that he's going to find someone better and he'll forget about me. I don't know how to cope and I don't want to let go...He's been in my life for so long, I don't know how I will live without him (as pathetic as that sounds).

How can I ever get over him if I don't want to, and how do I cope with seeing him with other people?

[ciara12step]

i recommend this ..

 

http://www.lollie.com/romance6.html

[UT_longhorn]

ciara..that is a great website!!! thanks for the post.

[incognito]

Thanks for posting that link