ciara12step Posted December 27, 2005 Posted December 27, 2005 why do i always break the NC rule ?? i know why .. its because we get too damn curious and wanna know what the heck their doin while were not with them .. it eats us up alive, and we feel that if we dont contact them, they might be using that time and meeting someone new or forgetting about us .. i know its supposed to make us move on and that is its sole purpose .. i dont even know why i keep trying to get her back .. last nite she had told me she kissed someone a few days ago .. and it was a meaningless kiss, and promised that she hasnt slept with anyone and would never lie to me .. i appreciate her honesty in telling me she kissed someone at a club, but at the same time, i dont know what to think anymore .. my feelings are completely lost yet i still want her .. soooo confusing .. she said she'll call me tomorrow, but i dont even know how i feel now knowing she kissed someone else .. sometimes i wonder maybe that made her realize she loves me more or somethin . i dunno .. this sucks . i really need to let go .. this is too much for me
pippen_2k Posted December 27, 2005 Posted December 27, 2005 Yeah! Who she has been kissing is definatley information you dont need to be hearing at this point in time.... How the topic even came up is beyond me! I dont wanna sound like a broken record and tell you what needs to be done. Im sure your intelligent enough, and read enough threads on this forum to work it out. Just remember what your going through now wont last, as unbearable as your feeling, its only a matter of time..... You will however prolong the heartache by having these pointless conversations with her. Relax and distract urself as much as possible.
slubberdegullion Posted December 27, 2005 Posted December 27, 2005 Ciara, breaking NC doesn't relegate you to the status of an idiot. It just means that you're human. We all have our strong and weak moments, we all wonder about the ex, we all wish things were different. Pippen is right, but you already know that. So just start again. You'll get through this, just like the rest of us.
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