itwontdawnsooner Posted December 19, 2005 Posted December 19, 2005 there are times where i get so overwhelmed and taken over by emotion that i writhe to the ground and just clench my whole body, screaming like an animal so upset and frustrated i know we've all had those "throw in the towel" moments, i wish it were easier to see from down here that the world is going to keep spinning is there something wrong with the first paragraph there happening? i would never harm myself - doesnt cross my mind, never is an answer, but i get so overwhelmed with myself its just such emotional pain ive realized, someone else cant fix it for me. its me similar experiences or feelings anyone?
Ruff Ryder Posted December 19, 2005 Posted December 19, 2005 I know exactly what you are saying maybe not the falling to the ground thing but the mental thing for sure just want to break lose scream and then get super aggresive. I think it is madness how is it possible that someone could hurt you so bad that this is the effect? I know all about the pain my friend. Its a real killer but i suppose its all about how you handle it. When my life crased and i couldnt understand why someone that i would have died for could hurt me so much i started to reasearch and i bought book after book and read and studied. Now some of the stuff was pure crap but some was very very good. There was this one book that made sence to me "Love and life" it said that you and you alone are responsible for how you think and how you feel. Its true we are conditioned to think in such a way and feel in such a way that pain become real to us and this book is all about how to controll how you think and feel. So think possitive and feel happy and sure enough it will start to happen. Your thoughts controll your experince and make your reality. When your happy your surronded by happy people and when your sad your surronded by sad people. That is the facts of life. Just a thought try for one day to stay possitive thing good things and see how it goes. Worked for me (yes i still feel the pain but i can manage it now) Good luck to you mate
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