Candystick Posted December 17, 2005 Posted December 17, 2005 I've been sitting up all night and reading posts trying to comfort myself. Its my 23th birthday today, and my gf who I was with for 1 /12 year broke up with me 2 days ago. I really thought everything was going great between us, so it came as a shock! She said she couldnt be in a relationship right now, she need some time on her own and couldnt consentrate on anybody else. (whatever that means)! We have had our argues over the time, but have always seemed to fix things up again between us. She study in another city 10 miles from me and we meet eachother at last every weekend. last time I saw her, was last saturday, we went out with a couple of friends, came back to my place, had good sex, and she left in the morning. then things started to cool down and on thursday she broke up! Well, if she hadn't broke up, the plan was to go out for dinner 2night and just have a great time. Celebrating! I just woke up, instead of beeing happy, cuz I was really looking forward to spending my birthday with the one I love, i'm confuzed. I really want to do something fun today, and try not to think about her, but its reall hard! Just felt like posting a tread here! BTW, excuse me if I have a bad grammer or miss-spelled some words, My english aint that good, I'm from somewhere in scandinavia!
Author Candystick Posted December 17, 2005 Author Posted December 17, 2005 I would like to mention she has diagnosed with depression for about a year now, She have been going to a psych for a while now, and i've always tried to be supportiv and to understand her situation. I know I havent been the best bf I could be, but guess what, Im not perfect. She felt like she had to consentrate on her self to get well and feel better. she said she had to focus all her energy on her self. I really love this girl and would do anything for her, and she knows that. I've always been there when she needed me. she she sent me a txt message yesterday asking me what I was going to do on my b-day, i said i just was going to visit my parents. then she asked wh I didnt go out and try to find a date. Then again i answered if she really hadnt understood that its her i love and want to be with, i could understand her broking up, and maybe it was the best thing afterall. it seems like she want me to start dating allready 2 days after our break up. Is this a good time to start NC ? what should I do, get more and more confuzed!
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