aklost101 Posted December 15, 2005 Posted December 15, 2005 well ladies and gentlemen, i was doing so well and i did a backslide... i was getting out the ornaments for decorating and found some that we had picked out together... i started feeling sappy and called him. he asked if i would go to dinnner with him, i agreed. i kissed him. it just felt so comfortable. gawd i hate myself right now. struggling to get back up!
whichwayisup Posted December 16, 2005 Posted December 16, 2005 Don't beat up on yourself...You slipped and hopefully you can go back into NC mode. I have to ask you, how were you feeling before you got the urge to call him? I mean, was it getting easier, more manageable? Thinking of him less and feeling like you were going to be OK without seeing/talking to him again?
newbby Posted December 16, 2005 Posted December 16, 2005 eek, its this time of year isnt it? do you feel awful now?
mopar crazy Posted December 16, 2005 Posted December 16, 2005 It's ok, things like that do happen, just pick yourself up and start over. And throw those ornaments away or donate them. GL!
Author aklost101 Posted December 17, 2005 Author Posted December 17, 2005 yeah... everything was going along so well.. i was happy being w/o him- he still makes me so mad when i think about what he did to me, but then nostalgia came swimming back in my life........ BLAH
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