TheNovice Posted December 13, 2005 Posted December 13, 2005 I dont have a lot of friends...I dont know who I can talk to but I want to get it off my chest. I was with a girl I met at work. She doesnt drink goes to bar. Quiet and very formal and polite. I fell for her right away. We would talk for hours and not run out of things to say. She would take forever combing her hair and I would just smile and wait for her. There was even a time when I pulled up to her apartment. Kissed and say good night and she wouldnt leave. She then would always say 5 minutes I will go. And I would always look at the time and see the time pass by quickly. And I never say anything about it and it keeps going like that until we fell asleep in the car. Anyways...when i see her for the first time I noticed that she is exactly like me in every way. I would stay at her place for hours end and she wouldnt let me go home. And I liked it that way. Cause I only had time for her anyways. She would even follow me to work whenever she has a day off. And stay with me and help me work. And I loved that in her. She was nice and caring. And we never fight about anything. One day...I came over and she didnt answer....she just ran away to some other state without telling me. And I only heard that from a neighbor. I thought...did I do something wrong. I dont know what happen...I believed we were doing so fine. We been together for 9 months...now its all gone...without reason. I lost my job and my car for her. I did everything for her. She doenst seem the type that just wants to use me. She always did stuff for me and was always so concern for me whenever I am with her. Whenever she is doing something that I dont approve or like doing. But I always say its okay and do anything she tells me. Is it ironic...Was I stupid to lose my job and car over a girl? I felt deep down that she was perfect for me. We had a perfect relationship. I am depressed...and I dont know if I can move on without her. I been with her for a long time and this is the first relationship I been with that lasted this long. Am I able to move on when my first long relationship ended like this?
itwontdawnsooner Posted December 14, 2005 Posted December 14, 2005 i dont know what to say about what actually happened... and its hell to make someone your whole life and find them gone. closure, however, comes from YOU do not rely on closure from other people, or anything but yourself you need to make peace with it in your own way
scobro Posted December 14, 2005 Posted December 14, 2005 how did you lose your job and car over her????
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