Author SMHappyface Posted December 11, 2005 Author Posted December 11, 2005 You shouldn't force yourself to do anything with these guys, it's not going to get you anywhere. If it's something that you're into in the moment then go with it but if it repulses you when you get there why would you even bother? You're shutting down and that's why the affection is hard for you right now but it comes back. I promise. Ahh, so true. The fact is that I WANT to do stuff. I honest to god want to. But it feels wierd. Like when you're 14 and this guy you really like comes to talk to you, and you're all thumbs. I mean when a cute guy talks to me and al I want to do is attack him, this wall is between us - like in a sci-fi movie. I can't penetrate it, my body is motionless. I feel like I can't but my mind can't stop yelling at me to go for it.
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