Starnette83 Posted December 4, 2005 Posted December 4, 2005 Hello, I have been with my bf for 5 years, I love him ALOT, and I wouldn't trade him for anyone else. Im 22 years old, hes 21. Im going to school to get my B.A. degree and so is he, but hes leaving this spring (febuary 2006) to a far away school, approximately 6-8 hours away. Im trying my best to think optimistic, and to be happy for him. Im trying to make this an opportunity in which we can grow without eachother and maybe even realize how much we love eachother with distance (i already know i love him, but maybe he needs this realization). I know he loves me....but we are both young, and met very young so i think its important to be without each other in order to really know if what we have is really something worth taking to the next level. I just get points of "Ok this is great" to, "Omigod this sux, im scared"...I know we wont be able to see eachother much since we both will be busy with school and we will be far away, im thinking the most we will get to see eachother is twice a month and the least, once a month. It just going to be difficult since for the past year, ive seen him practically 4-5 times a week, and i sleep over about 3 times a week...therefore, I am so used to seeing him, hanging out with him, etc..so not having him around will be so strange and lonely. Also i get scared that he might meet someone else over there and that i wont know about it, and then end up getting hurt. I know i need to just trust him, but ive never dealt with a long distance relationship and never have believed in them. I dont know what to do, i cant tell anyone how i feel since they will just think im being selfish or whatever, but they dont understand. I just hope that its all for the best, oh and its for 2 years! Also another problem i have is his sister, she is really stuck up, and has problems, she doesnt like me so she tries to separate us, so far it hasnt worked, but i dont know how i can deal with her, when she honestly is getting on my last nerves. I have never done anything wrong to her, but it seems like she just hates me for no reason. A cousin of hers even told me that she had said "I hate that shes with my brother, hes to good for her"..what the hell is her problem????? sometimes i think she must be jealous because im skinny shes not, or because im still in school and she didnt even get her hs diploma, either way it sucks and i dont know what to do with that, should i just ignore her? because so far thats what im doing. im done being nice!
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