Geminigyrl_2003 Posted November 21, 2005 Posted November 21, 2005 Me n this guy had been talkin for about 2 weeks str8. All lovey, dubey, holding hands, kissing, and whatnot. I fell in love, head over hills. Having fun was the usual 4 us. One weekend he decided to come over and he came into my room. We played with my nephew a while until he got distracted by a book on the floor...my journal. He opened it and began reading, i approached to stop him, he literally sat on me(he's way stronger) until he got done but afterwards, he pushed me away and wouldn't listen to what i had 2 say. He finally left. I called him 2 see what was wrong because i couldn't see what he'd read. He called and it wasn't until 2 nights of arguing that i found out that my friend and i were writing in my journal a year ago and she'd wrote all the boyz name down she's liked and he'd thought i did. I explained myself to him and he let it go. Then this guy that acts as if he's my brother, hugs me at school with his face buried by my neck as if he was kissing me. Of course, he got jealous and mad and i don't blame him but how was i supposed to know it was gonna happen like that? So now i'm going thru hell trying to get him back. He won't come over so we can talk it out..calls me liars..walks away. I've cried too many times. When we're on the phone he hardly talks, when he does all he says is he couldn't believe that i would hurt him but what he doesn't know is he's my heart. I've been telling him and throwing hints that i still love him and he says he loves me too at times... I miss him so much that my heart sinks when i c him at school. Should i keep trying or should i stop and let it go? Will he ever come around? Will I ever get my baby back? I gotta do something before i get emotionally stressed....help ASAP
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