Author scarletletter Posted December 2, 2005 Author Posted December 2, 2005 Things going well, I guess. I went on a business trip with my MM...I travel alot with my job so no one ever suspects. We had a good time. The next day, he called, I went over to see him and we spent the afternoon together. I know I'm getting too close...don't wanna get hurt. I'm pretty sure he feels the same way. We give each other so much...we actually NEED each other. I guess I am going to just go ahead with this until I have had enough or until he has. I have to get a divorce soon...then I will have a clear head to make a decision.
Sami_D Posted December 2, 2005 Posted December 2, 2005 Scarlett, you said in your first post that you were already in love with him... and wondering about what would happen. Are you just letting this go on and on because it's easier than dealing with the abusive M and sorting something solid out for your C? Are you feeling easy about it, or reckless? I have a feeling it's a short-term way of dealing with things, and I worry about that for you. You seemed to be much more focussed on sorting things out a few weeks ago.
Author scarletletter Posted December 2, 2005 Author Posted December 2, 2005 I guess I have for sure fallen for this mm, however, I am certainly not used to the royal treatment that he gives me and I hope I am not mistaking the glamour of having this treatment for love. I don't think so. It's been so long since I have been in love that I am not so sure what it is. I just know that if it is what I feel for him, it is a wonderful thing....even though the situation stinks. I am going to get through the holidays with my husband and then work on a separation from him. I am absolutely NOT doing it because I have met this other man. I'm doing for myself and for a life free from dead weight holding me back. No, the MM is not the ideal situation and he is in a bad situation himself...choices...good or bad, we all make them.
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