scobro Posted November 18, 2005 Posted November 18, 2005 I find I have way too much sadness and then anger they rotate shifts inside of me(anger has been working overtime). I will trade someone who cheated, my sadness for your guilt.Then I would like to trade, my anger for someone else's fear (of never loving again).This way I can at least start feeling something other than downer sadness and then anger....any takers??? Sadness for guilt Anger for fear (one time offer)
JS17 Posted November 18, 2005 Posted November 18, 2005 Take a baseball bat to her windshield. Then you'll feel guilty and she'll feel sad.
genEric Posted November 18, 2005 Posted November 18, 2005 Trade? No thanks! How about someone just come along and TAKE this freaking rollercoaster of feelings and give me a break! Scobro- I hear you loud and clear re: anger and sadness. Although at times I find the anger somewhat empowering, other times, like today when I awoke from a great sleep totally pissed-off, I find it tiresome. I'm five weeks into this new life of bachelorhood and I gotta tell you that I'm just plain tired of the ride. Only when I'm really busy at work do I get a break. I'll bet that just like me you want to just freakin' feel "normal" again... I just keep telling myself to suck it up and ride it out. There are plenty of ways to bury these damn feelings, but I always use the "credit card" analogy; Pay now, or pay later, with interest. Its gonna be a looooong winter this year, and though I am so tired of feeling ok one day, depressed the next, and pissed-off, I know (but don't sometimes believe) that it WILL pass and I WILL be a better man because of it. You will too. How do I know you'll come out of your personal hell a better man? Because you're here, working on yourself and DEALING with it, rather than putting it on your "credit card". I can't control what I feel, but I'll be damned if I have to react to them. I'm just battening down the hatches, ducking my head into the damn wind, and riding it out. Tiresome, yes, but I somehow retain a shred of hope. On second thought.... Gimme your sadness!- I'm angry today so I can handle your sadness. Gimme all you got man! I can carry your load tonight... -genEric
Author scobro Posted November 18, 2005 Author Posted November 18, 2005 Gimme all you got man! I can carry your load tonight... HEY HEY HEY:eek: I don't swing that way man, I mean I havn't had sex in like 4 months so you literally could carry my load in a wheelbarrel but I don't play on that team;) hahahahahaha
genEric Posted November 19, 2005 Posted November 19, 2005 How did I know, withing milliseconds of clicking "submit reply", that I was gonna regret it??? Now get yer mind outta the gutter and get back to being sad or something... Sheesh... -genEric
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