doubleint Posted November 15, 2005 Posted November 15, 2005 Well I have been reading threads on these forums for quite some time and it does make me feel better, but I thought I should share my story since everyone else has, and I could use some suggestions. Ok. It all started 6 years ago. I just moved into my new home and was getting used to my new school and everything. Then one day as im walking home from school, I see this girl and a bunch of her friends yelling at me to come over and talk. I was very shy then, and still am pretty shy, but I still went over there anyway. The girl who lived there was named Erin, she was 16 and I was 13, and we lived 4 houses away. We soon became great friends, we hung out all the time. She had this boyfriend names Jesse, a really violent person, I hated him, and so did everyone else that new him. I kept telling her that he is not the right person for her and that she could do better. Now may I remind you, I didnt have a crush on Erin when I first met her, I just thought she was extremely nice and caring. Soon the day came when they broke up. We started hanging out even more than we used to, we became best friends. Soon she started to grow on me, I really started to love her. And I finally got the courage to ask her out, she accepted. Ever since that day we were inseperable, always together. But then the fights happened, out of nowhere. I guess it was because we spent so much time together. We started saying things to each other we didnt mean, it was out of anger. But somehow, we still stuck together and made it through. Its been so long and I am now 19 and she is 22. Just a couple of weeks ago she came over to my house like always. And she said to me that she feels like we arent on the same level, shes been through so much more than me. So she told me to go out and experience the world, meet new girls, and her meet new guys. I seriously wanted to marry this girl, and I cannot meet other girls, I just cant, she means too much to me. For 6 years we hung out every single day, and now, just like that, its over. Ive been so depressed lately its unbearable, everything reminds me of her, EVERYTHING. I dont know what to do, ive never loved someone so much. And I never felt pain like this before, its unbelievable. I tried to get her back, said I would do anything for her, but she doesnt budge. I cry every single day, and my dreams always consist of her. Does anyone have any comments/suggestions/tips? I would really appreciate it, and thank you all so much for sharing. We all need to stick together.
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