blackendangel13 Posted November 14, 2005 Posted November 14, 2005 Ok so as some of you know, I have been wanting my ex back for a few months now. I am here to say that I have made some progress! (For my background see my other posts) About three weeks ago, I saw him and we hung out and laughed all night. It felt so good. Like it used to. I have not seen him smile so much in a long time. He is one of those "cool" types who is quiet and reserved. Well half-way through the night I kissed him. I couldn't help myself. I was quite embarassed about the whole thing but he laughed and kissed me back. So we made out all night. Fast forward to a week later. I text messaged him and we started flirting back and forth throughout the night. Long story short, I ended up going to his house and spending the night. We had an absolute blast. And the same story happened this week. So we are seeing each other every week. This week though was a little different. We spent the whole day together. He was his quiet self and for once it didn't bother me. (We broke up because I needed a lot more from him and didn't know how to be alone. I had just gotten out of a very serious relationship and admit I didn't heal as best I should before jumping in with him. We have been apart 6 months and I have done a lot of good for myself). I am actually at a point now where I can appreciate the time we spend together without wishing it was more. Its hard to explain but last time we were together I lived alone and didn't have any friends. I was horribly depressed and kind of needed him to fill a void in me. Now I am back in school and have a great support group of friends, so I am loving that we can be together but be individuals as well. I don't know whats going to come of this, but I ended up having dinner with his family (which I cleared with him first) and spent all day with him. It was great. So I just wanted to share a little success. We are not back together but taking it slow and I could not be more happy to have him be a part of my life. Time will tell, hopefully I won't be back here in three weeks heartbroken! Just kidding.
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