slowlygoingkrazy Posted November 10, 2005 Posted November 10, 2005 My boyfriend and I have been dating for about 6 months now. The majority of the time things are great. I just find myself worrying constantly that he doesn't love me or that he is cheating on me etc. etc. Part of the reason I am finding it very hard to trust him is that for the first four months of our relationship he was on a online dating site. I found out that he was on there practically daily talking to women, telling them how 'hot' they were, and basically acting as if he were single. Its not asif he was confused about our status because we definitely had 'the talk' and we even went on a trip together. I almost ended the whole thing but he assured me he never met up with any of these women and he let me delete his account. I forgave him...against my better judgement...because I have never felt this strongly about someone before. Ever since I found out about this stuff I find myself doubting everything he says and does. It drives me crazy when he gets text messages. When we're not together all these scenerios of what he is doing go through my head. I know its not normal. I get so worked up that I am crying hysterically and if anyone actually saw me like this they would think I was a complete nutcase. It is effecting my attitude towards him though and I feel tense when I'm with him now. I just want things to go back to the way they were. So I guess my question is, how do I get past this obsessive worrying?? Is it even worth it? Does he deserve to be trusted??
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