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An open letter to my ex


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somewhereoutthere

I can't seem to hate you. 

You know, it hurts less now- you leaving. But I just have to ask, when we were still together, how could you have the heart to give me silence when all I needed was reassurance that everything was going to be okay? How did you manage to maintain a straight face while I cry and sob uncontrollably from something you did? Did you find satisfaction in letting me down? Was it easy letting me go? 

It took me two weeks before I finally stopped crying. I still cry every now and then, but not as much. I can say your name now without breaking down. It does get better, however slowly. I want to tell you how much you have hurt me, but that would just seem too pathetic. Instead, I'm pouring it all here hoping it would ease the pain. 

This is me doing everything I can not to reach out to you anymore.

Still, I can't seem to hate you.

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Are you OK? We're here for you if you need to talk about what happened and get it out. Sending you a hug. 

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