LikkleMissConfused Posted November 9, 2005 Posted November 9, 2005 Hello fellow LoveShackers, I had teh termination on Monday. What a scary process! I went to the hospital by myself I just couldn't cope with anybody else around me at the time. I am in the UK and am indian, ou may think what does that have to do with anything. But my community isn't open minded. I woudl be disowned and isolated if I announced the pregnancy. anyway a few days before the Term. I was popping blood vessels in my brain. I just couldn't cope. The father who had been really supportive began to ask me to keep the child and we could be a family. That was somethign I just didn't want not a chance. But then I discovered he was persuing other women whilst I was goign through this. I found this to be disrespectful and it belittled what I was going through. Anyway I told him to get out of my life as I wish not to be hurt and only have genuine support around me. As times I think I'm becoming to closed as I am so frightened of the hurt and let downs but what do you expect. Life does this to people and no wonder relationships are so hard nowadays. How can you trust soemone with your heart and just to honour you. You can't. Gone are teh days of my parents who were faithful and honest. Oh well. I just wanted you all to know that I have donw the best thing for me and that please if theer are men out there with a heart and can feel what I have put on here please post a reply as I have lost faith in men completely. I knwo I shouldn't generalise but when all i have come across if ****ed up men i'm not sure what else to think. Anyway this whole expereince has changed my view of men, sex and I actually think women are so much more spiritually higher I feel so after knowing I can carry a child, I just want my child to have a great father like I had now thats teh hard bit. LMC
In Sync Posted November 9, 2005 Posted November 9, 2005 My heart goes out to you..you've gone through an emotional experience and I hope that the future only brings you peace, love and harmony from those around you. Surround yourself in this period with people who love you and are supportive and stay away from those who bring you grief..disappointment and disillusionment. Actions speak louder than words..Life is complicated and all the rough parts can only serve to help us learn in the future and not make the same mistakes again. Best of luck to ya.
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