brittanyjean259 Posted November 1, 2005 Posted November 1, 2005 its amazing how much time can past, and it feels like only yesterday i was 9th grade...with my babe, my friends and everything....2 years have gone by and we finally broke up 3 months ago.... the memories give me this choacked up feeling, where i can not seem to bear these feelings at all....its like i want to scream out loud" go go back in time when i was younger...and everything was perfect"....this is the first time in my life where i have ever felt such cruciating pain....and its so sad and scary.... and even if i was to get back with my ex, my heart would still ache because those memories of 9th grad enad 10th grade are all gone, and its not the same any more....its like im still in love with how me and my ex used to be........and i can not explain to you the feeling i have.... its so scary knowing things change, everything passes but to let go of these memories....or to us makes me want to just go crazy....im stil very very young......but this is a different type of young....where im almost 18.....gosh everything flew by so quick......memories of an old best friend who i kind of droped....are haunting me and so is my ex.... does any1 feel the same about their memories? how do i get past that part .........its so scary...
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