CantDecide... Posted November 1, 2005 Posted November 1, 2005 SO here it was basically 2 months since the last i see my ex and i saw her. I was walking into kings were she worked to buy eggs. I know she works there, but it was the only place open and well i needed them. So iwalk in and i see here there, kinda do a double take nod to her and go get my eggs. Once i pay for my stuff she comes up and we start talking just about random stuff, how are u blah blah, hows school, u know how it is. But over the course of the conversation, i relized i am not evan atracted to her anymore, i mean i still love her, and always will but the atraction was gone. But i just finally relized that i am doing ok, becasue after the conversation i didnt feel upset, no pit in my stomach, didnt evan really put much thought into it. Im not sitting here thinking god i miss her or want to call her. But fourthermore, after seeing her tonight, and knowing that im ok, how do u guys feel about me say just saying hey or something online, or dropping a phone call. im not really sure if my scare i still to new, or what..im pretty sure the general feel will be to wait for her to eventually contact me, but what do u guys think talk to her every now and then? or justforget it and continue on with my life?
Sloppy Posted November 1, 2005 Posted November 1, 2005 Obviously you are not totally OK if you are dreading whether or not to drop her a line. Give your self some more time, sleep on it for few nights, wait for her...maybe she will be the one contacting you again. Be careful though.
Author CantDecide... Posted November 1, 2005 Author Posted November 1, 2005 Now you want to be her friend? dont ask....i dont evan know, i dont think im gonna call her, ill let her come to me...im done chasing this girl, i have been done
Sloppy Posted November 1, 2005 Posted November 1, 2005 dont ask....i dont evan know, i dont think im gonna call her, ill let her come to me...im done chasing this girl, i have been done Good boy! Now don't let that bug ya! Do something fun. If you really were over her (and capable of friendship), you wouldn't be having these thoughts. You are feeling better, so keep it that way. You see what it does to you when you talk to her once, imagine talking to her on regular bases...I have a feeling you would fall right back in - square one - and being hopeful.
J dub Posted November 1, 2005 Posted November 1, 2005 Now when exactly are you placed into a situation where you need eggs *right now* and it cant wait til tomorrow? I'm going to assume you had a sudden urge to make cupcakes, not go egg houses...right?
pippen_2k Posted November 1, 2005 Posted November 1, 2005 Hey, when a man needs eggs he needs eggs ok!
Art_Critic Posted November 1, 2005 Posted November 1, 2005 Now when exactly are you placed into a situation where you need eggs *right now* and it cant wait til tomorrow? I'm going to assume you had a sudden urge to make cupcakes, not go egg houses...right? I was gonna say something similar.. It wasn't a chance meeting.. He went there to hopefully "Run" into her.. It was her work.. not a concert Well now that you forced a meeting and it went fair I suggest that you see if she calls you.. If she doesn't then she doesn't want anything with you..
Author CantDecide... Posted November 1, 2005 Author Posted November 1, 2005 ok well to clear a few things up yea i did go in there subconsiosly to run into her, i had a feeling, and i didnt want to see her i dont know why. Why did i need eggs to be honest i was egging one house. the house i got was ironically the house of the kid who tired to rape my ex(the one i ean into) so we pretty much destoryed his house. yea i know imature and destructive but they got my car last year also. I am not going to call her im going to wait it out and see if she calls me, i really dont care that much, i do go out anmd have fun, the best part of running into herwas when we walked out ofthe store together i was with 4 of my girls, and she kinda felt all akward and just drove away. But well see if shecalls but im just gonna continue with my NC its been workinggreat for me, and each day it gets easier
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