hawkeye12 Posted November 11, 2022 Share Posted November 11, 2022 (edited) I don't know where to start betrayal and back stabbing is the most painful feeling you will ever feel I was cheated I didn't care that much but betrayal and from family members that I used to helped and stand by their side when they did need me. I believe in morals and ethics and I have never betrayed or cheated anyone . I have no idea if I can fully recover. Every now n then I get my mind thinking about what they did to me. My mother diagnosed with deadly cancer mesothelioma I was there when the doc called me to his office and told me I have real bad news and I want you to take breath, and then I was shocked however I didn't tell them right away. I did wait for few days and I did my best to make them ready to hear the bad news I knew death is coming but what happened later was never ever expected. Anyway it took me year an half to take care of my mother during the chemotherapy phase. I was exhausted and emotionally drained and my brother and sister did know how much I loved my mother but since we were kids they did hate me and felt jealous and they were always into witchcraft I couldn't continue taking care of her alone. I was exhausted so they suggested to take my place. I said okay then suddenly my nephew called me and said your mom passed away I was shocked - but wait - it's not the end of the story. They did bury her without funeral ! Without anyone knowledge and then they said we did that as a revenge! I couldn't understand what kind of revenge and for what ! I did nothing except small argument between us. I felt insane pain I couldn't bear with the pain I was shocked I even called my ex that moment we were separated for 9 months. I couldn't I felt my world shattered and I lost trust in everyone since then except 2 person in my life . Today I have girlfriend but that trauma bite me again. I feel tired and anger. I understand that might be my destiny but the pain every now n then I feel the pain . I have no idea if this is the right place to write my topic and I'm not sure if I need therapist but I need help and throw this out of my chest I couldn't see her for the last time Edited November 12, 2022 by a LoveShack.org Moderator paragraphs Link to post Share on other sites
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