I guess another forever alone guy.

[daveycrocket]

Hi,

first am 38 years old. Also live in tiny little town almost village.

About me , people around who dont know me thin i am like 28, 29 no more. I look younger then my real age. Yes i have few gray hair but they just blend in. I have beard because without it i look even younger. I wear decent clothes , more practical then elegant. I am relatively short 173 cm dont know how much is that in imperial system. I am no in the way fat or slim just between i guess start leaning toward slim. Have 90 kg. ( yes it is still too much for my height i guess) I dont have problem talking to girls in any way but when they learn how old i am i look like creep. Another disadvantage to me is my sense of humour. It is little offensive , sarcastic , i dont have problem make fun of myself. I have best understanding with girls around 25 to 32 years. Also my hobbies just dictate towards younger generation. 

My relationships so far.

15-22 my longest and first one , her parents drowe me away, she was like i ask parents if its ok even at 22 years.

25 few months old relationship , she find out she is lesbian

27 again few months long before we find out we just dont like each other

28 another lesbian ( i start see pattern here)

30-35 few single night hookups nothing special , also my mom got terminally ill so my social life go to almost zero

36 nice girl online , videochatting like half year then we decide to meet , she ghost me

37-38 just going around female friends to one night stands then and there.

I feel like i cant date anymore. It feels annoying , my friends tell my i try move too much fast. But i dont really feel like chat online for few months then we decide to meet up only find out we dont click together or she dont show up at all. Also it feels girls wait for me to move but hiding fact they are interested. Ask if you want know more.